Category Archives: Good Days

Bragging Rights, Fuzz Monsters, and Gratitude

The week started very low. Numerous family emergencies came up, the most notable being my sister’s frightening car accident. Another driver decided to swerve from the slow lane into the fast, hit another car, which then pinballed into hers and caused her to go spinning. Scary. My sister was stuck in a totaled car for awhile, but left in perfect health (minus a persistent migraine she’s getting checked out). It was a close call, but we are grateful for her well-being.

Thank you to my wonderful friends and Twitter followers who kept me in high spirits when I was still waiting for news. Your well wishes and sincere words helped me more than you know.

On a less important, but still exciting note, my favorite NFL team, the NY Giants are going to the Super Bowl- to beat the New England Patriots like they did in ’08. I look forward to taking to the streets with the rest of this marvelous city in rowdy celebration again.

Lastly, I met my new nephew!

Here are pictures of my best friend’s new husky puppy (see related post here) from this past weekend:

He’s very fuzzy, sociable, and bright, if not exactly potty trained yet. He’ll get there, though!

A Story behind the Stamps

She stands a little over five feet tall, but her personality makes her seem like a giant. The 80-year-old walks swiftly if slightly bent to the mahogany bookcase. Her fingers rifle through several hardcovers, pulling out slips of paper as she searches. She stops after several moments and smiles at her grandson, handing them over. His curious gaze softens as he examines the yellowed stamp sheets.

“Will these be enough?” she asks him, smoothing her long pleated skirt absently with her empty hands.

“Yes, I believe so, Gram,” he replies, counting the cents diligently, “but don’t you want to save these? They could be worth something.”

“They probably are, dear,” she smiles, “however I have no use for them and I do not wish to sell them to someone who would keep them imprisoned in another book for fifty more years. These deserve to get mailed, see the world a bit, and carry out their original purpose.”

“As you wish, Gram,” her grown grandson replies, his forehead creased in unspoken disapproval.

“Your grandpa would have wished it so,” she says softly, running her hand on his face in appeal.

“Yes, he would have wanted me to do whatever makes you happy,” he laughs, looking at her with adoration, “he knew better than to not listen to you, at any rate.”

“That’s my boy!” she cheers, grasping his hands with hers, “and you are welcome to keep any left over for whatever investment schemes you are mulling over in that brilliant brain.”

She moves toward a scratched oak desk, opens its top drawer, and retrieves the vintage bauble someone bought from her grandson’s eBay listing. He takes the delicate thimble and explains, “I am an old woman with many things, and I wish to share my treasures with those who will appreciate them – not store them away for the sake of my memory, dear. Thank you so much for helping me.”

He nods in silence, unable to say anything without betraying emotion in his voice and wraps the small purchase in bubble wrap, slipping it into a mailer. His grandmother and he take turns placing the stamps on the envelope. They talk and smile at one another; it becomes a treasured moment between them.

“Where is this package going, anyway?” she questions as he buttons his coat and prepares to leave, sealed envelope in hand.

“New York City,” he states, “The buyer was eager and requested expedited shipping.”

“The city that never sleeps,” she muses, a dreamy smile easing over her face, “Your grandfather and I went to New York once, before your mother was born. It was a busy, dirty place, but we had such a good time.”

“Yes, I would like to visit New York someday. We plan on settling down here in California, but I promised Leanne we would go see the Statue of Liberty.”

“You must take her there soon, then,” his grandmother advised as they hugged goodbye, “It’s best not to keep your bride waiting on those types of promises.”

There is a back story to this envelope, and this could be one of them. More possibilities to come.

Insert 2012-Related Title Here

Hello friends, family, and readers, regular and new. Happy New Year!

The universe is transformation; our life is what we make it. - Marcus Aurelius

2011 filled out into a memorable, thick chapter in my life. I wrote my first reviews and articles for other sites this past year. You – all of you – encouraged, pushed, and critiqued when needed. Editors helped me develop my craft, carve words more precisely, and find comfort in hacking hasty sentences to pieces. Community approval propelled this site forward during low, uninspired moments, like when my mother underwent serious health problems and I dragged through the last few months of graduate school halfheartedly, homesick and worried.

A note left for me from last year, December 31, 2010.

Chi Speak blossomed from your belief in it more than mine. I’m astonished by its growth over a year. “Thank you” does not sufficiently express my gratitude, but it will have to do for now.

Oh, 2012, you will not see any strict resolutions from me because I will undoubtedly slow down and let them fade away until next December. However, I vow to persevere, make improvements around here (some on purpose, some by accident), work passionately as an educator and counselor, improve as a person, jump in the melee and jump out, smile often, forgive even more, crack jokes and laugh at others’ punch lines (no matter how cheesy or flat), stay realistic, thankful, and grounded, and keep my mind open and hopeful like a thirsty sponge, blogging  along the way.

I promise you all that, New Year, at least. Let’s shake on it and get back to the party before someone asks for you. You sure are popular tonight.

Celebratory Biscuits

Traffic spiked today because Bloggers.com featured my profile (and this blog) as an Editors’ Pick of the Day.

See? Pretty cool.

Honored, humbled, and a little overwhelmed by over 60 friend requests in my e-mail inbox, I reacted in a way hopefully most bloggers would in my situation, dancing for all of five seconds in a pretty embarrassing way before writing up a few reviews (still have a few more to go before the ball drops), tweeting a bunch, and baking celebratory biscuits.

See the wax paper? I only have enough counter space for the baking sheet or work space, so I joined both into one! Voila!

These are not normal biscuits. Get ready to shudder (in glee)! They are mostly healthy and really easy to make. Also, they’re the good kind you can really dig your fingers into and break apart into layers while eating. Forget your days of struggling to peel refrigerated dough from cardboard rolls, darling. They were not worth it. I hope you will agree these are better.

Makes: 6 biscuits

Here’s What You’ll Need:

  • 2 cups all-purpose flour
  • 1 cup fat-free milk
  • 1/4 cup extra virgin olive oil
  • 2.5 tsp baking powder
  • a pinch of salt (optional)
  • extra virgin olive oil spray or extra olive oil with a pastry brush
  • baking sheet
  • mixing bowl with a spoon
  • biscuit cutter (optional)

Here’s What You Do:

- Place the flour and baking powder in a mixing bowl, stirring with a spoon as you add the milk and olive oil. A ball of dough will form.

- Preheat the oven to 450 degrees F.

- Cover the baking sheet with aluminum foil or other baking mat. Lightly grease with olive oil. Set aside a work station with wax paper, a pastry rolling board, whatever works best for you with the space you have available.

- Coating your (washed) hands with extra flour, reach into that mixing bowl and take a small ball out, flattening it out into a quarter-inch thick circle. Shape with the biscuit cutter, if desired. Set on the baking sheet. Repeat five more times.

- Lightly spray or brush extra olive oil on the top of each formed circle. Add two more layers of circles on top of the original ones, drizzling with olive oil each time. You will make 18 circles, six biscuits total with three layers apiece.

- Bake for 10-15 minutes until risen and a light golden brown. Serve warm.

Nominate me for anything else and my loved ones’ stomachs will thank you. Also, happy early 2012 – what a fantastic way to begin the new year!

*Lastly, I realize several gluten-free proponents recently followed me on Twitter and this may not be the friendliest post for you to try on your own. Here is a gluten-free biscuit recipe. A close relative was diagnosed with autism from an early age and stuck with a low sugar and gluten-free diet throughout his early to pre-teen development years; I know how difficult it can be to follow. Please feel welcome to share your gluten-free baking tips here too – I am always eager to learn and try out new recipes!

Beating Writer’s Block: Kindling, Spark, Blaze

Tonight, my best friend and I talked about many things. We spoke about topics never discussed with each other before and I enjoyed learning more about someone I thought I already knew thoroughly.

Our conversation stayed with me as I readied for sleep and covered myself with blankets. Then, the spark unexpectedly returned, sucked in a greedy breath, and began to burn. I felt the compulsion to write again. A novel.

My feet hit the floor before I registered wakefulness and hands scrambled for the nearest pen and paper. Many barren notebooks lay empty and abandoned around this place, but I found one and wrote a basic outline to flesh out later. Graduate school and work and life extinguished prior attempts, but the fire is burning hot and insistent in my being.

The last time I felt anything similar resulted in sixty pages before the embers cooled to dust. Not so now. I refuse to surrender this feeling; my lungs are drawing in their first breaths of air after almost drowning. I am filled with hope and palpable relief.

I will write the pending reviews. I will finish NaBloPoMo. I will work, hand in projects, and celebrate the holidays. And I will write. The words are crackling through me and I look forward to permitting their escape. All one can do is try.

Liebster Blog Award

BlogHer and National Blog Posting Month accomplishes more than challenging participating writers. I’m meeting insightful, inspiring bloggers, like Angelia at Living, Laughing, Loving.

Liebster is German and translates to the English word "dearest". It’s meant for up-and-coming blogs with less than 200 followers."

She honored me with a nomination for the Liebster Blog Award in a recent post titled ‘Ceremony Treasure’. Thank you, Angelia! I’m very surprised and grateful. This award holds greater meaning because her thoughts on receiving it mirrors Chi Speak’s mission in a beautifully articulate nutshell.

Angelia stated:

And really? It’s not even about me. It’s about life. About finding those things that keep you going, and engaged. It’s about sharing life, and loving life, and being able to be thankful for the good stuff, and forget about the bad.

I write it in many ways (and often!), but it’s worth repeating. We’re all here to share, whether we’re reading, writing, or accidentally passing through. Blogging allows us to interact on a level impossible before the Internet. Our thoughts, experiences, struggles, and successes are laid out for others to ignore or connect with on a global scale.

Here are the award rules:

  1. Show your thanks to the blogger who gave you the award by linking back to them.
  2. Reveal your top five picks for the award and let them know by leaving a comment on their blog.
  3. Post the award on your blog.
  4. Bask in the love from the most supportive people on the blogosphere – other bloggers.
  5. And, best of all – have fun and spread the karma.

Here are my five awardees:

  • K, Damaged Calm - She left blogging and recently returned. I found her blog today and want to welcome her back to the blogosphere.
  • KarenLynn, Blooming Boomer- Her writing is very honest and detailed. She shares her life as though her readers are close friends and family. Also, her grandchildren are adorable.
  • Flameheart, The Fire in My Eyes - One of my first Facebook followers. She is a creative writer, poet, and art student. Very talented and upbeat.
  • Gayle, Lula Harp - A very pure, energetic blogger. She writes about “cooking, crafting, and self discovery.”
  • SpinsterJane – A relatively new blogger. Dancer/writer/poet. East Coaster, like me. Admirably determined to reclaim the word ‘spinster’ for single women.

This post also coincides with this week’s Celebration theme at The Writers’ Post.

Salute to Two Dedicated Dads

My morning commutes are usually quick, rushed affairs*. By morning, I mean early morning (well, earlier than the average college student or 9-to-5′er anyway). Most city educators wake up at dawn, leave early, and clock in before 8 a.m. We must battle traffic regardless of the method used. However, I like to take in the bustling scenery around me because the city is an interesting place with interesting people and innumerable untold stories. So I leave a little earlier if I can help it. Today, I did and surreptitiously watched two heartwarming scenes as I passed by and it made me realize all the unacknowledged sacrifices parents make for their children, in the simplest of ways.

The first father appeared relatively youthful, in his late 20′s. He stood beside the yellow school bus and watched carefully as his elementary school-aged son boarded, walked down the row and sat in a seat. He instinctively moved parallel to the boy, waved with a smile on his face, and mouthed, “I love you, son!” The boy struggled with the window, cracked it open a couple of inches and replied happily, “I love you, Dad!”

The second father was older with graying hair and a slightly older child, possibly in the 6th grade. He held a small Spiderman backpack with one hand and used the other to guide his son along. The boy wore a thick black cast and boot around his left leg and struggled on the wet sidewalk with a pair of crutches. They talked animatedly back and forth. Their laughter echoed across the school yard.

These little moments matter. They help create lasting impressions, life-long childhood recollections. These fathers cared about their sons and readily expressed concern, love, and affection for them in public, and in doing so, taught them valuable life lessons about what it means to be respectable, caring parents.

*Sorry for the lack of pictures this time around. It’s difficult to snap photos when in a rush and running late for one’s train!

Ornaments and Traditions

I don’t own a large tree; it wouldn’t fit in the apartment and nobody wants to drag it up so many flights of stairs. Yet, I’m pleased with the little thing. It stands a proud three feet in height. Similarly, I don’t own many ornaments, but it contains heartfelt meaning.

 

My boyfriend and I buy one ornament each year. We began this tradition when he started renting five years ago. Our ornament storage box shows off a metallic red lid to display its holiday importance, a special, glorified shoe box. I pack away the ornaments reluctantly every late January, though most are plush or metal and therefore, unbreakable. I begin eyeing the box speculatively in late October, waiting for an opportune moment to unload and cover the place in holiday cheer. Incidentally, most people note the end of Thanksgiving feasting as a proper time, but one can listen to Christmas carols shortly before after Halloween in this household.

I wouldn’t celebrate the holiday any other way. If you celebrate Christmas, when do you decorate your tree?

The Gift of Reading

Move aside, ladies and gents. Clear a space on the sharing circle rug. I joined BlogHer‘s December 2011 National Blog Posting Month (NaBloPoMo) challenge after surviving November’s writing marathon.‘Gift’ is this month’s theme and refers to receiving and giving gifts of all kinds. Grab a water bottle, snuggie, and some pretzels. You’re about to read my rambles  for the next thirty-one days.

The girl balanced on her toes with arms stretched toward the lined chapter books, just beyond reach.

“Which book are you trying to pull down?” an elderly librarian asked. She smelled pleasantly like lavender soap.

“Any Beverly Cleary one,” the seven-year-old answered, though she avoided looking into the woman’s kind gray eyes.

“What grade are you in?” the woman inquired further.

“First grade. I’m in Mrs. N.’s class,” the girl nervously responded, her body unconsciously leaning toward the expansive bookcase before them. One hand rested on a book spine and her fast pulse calmed.

“My dear, you are much too young for those books. Only fifth graders can read anything on these shelves,” explained the woman softly.

“Mrs. N. said I could read them. My class’s shelves have too many pictures and I go through them too fast,” the little girl quietly countered.

“Let’s show Mrs. A. how well you read,” Mrs. N. interrupted, walking up to the pair. She winked at her student and gave Mrs. A. a reassuring smile.

The trio sat at a long, rectangular table. Mrs. N. nodded and Rachel opened Island of the Blue Dolphins. She started to read the first chapter’s opening lines, but faltered as the adults intently listened.

“It’s alright, dear. You were doing well. Take it slower,” Mrs. A. encouraged. The little girl inhaled deeply and focused. She did not like to read out loud for adults, but knew she needed to or else they would not permit her to borrow the finely bound books until she advanced several grades.

The librarian stared in open wonder at the child, watching her tiny hands turn each page carefully and her little eyebrows scrunched in concentration. After a couple minutes, Mrs. N. smiled again and said, “Excellent job, Rachel. You can stop now.”

Mrs. A. did not restrict me from the “big kid” books again. Mrs. N. nurtured my love for reading and enabled me to feed the passion instead of stunting its growth. She allowed me to prove my talents and earn her colleague’s respect, increasing my self-esteem. Her support remains my first treasured gift. The books I read over those four years are a close second.

Ignoring Black Friday

I slept in. How was your Black Friday?